Tuesday, August 05, 2008

when did all of this happen?

i was reading my old archives when i realized how much i have changed. gawd, i miss the old tropang track-and-field days. where instead of facing trials head on, i run. instead of admitting my feelings, i make everything seem like a joke. and when a shred of commitment is foreseen, i hide.

hayyyyyyyy. si soulmate na miss ko din! it is only now that i appreciate his decision of remaining "just like this". parang nung umalis ako sa uste sobrang nagiba ang perspective ko sa buhay. dati i preferred no-strings-attached flings over long term relationships... nakakamiss ang blur ng pagiging single but emotionally taken.

what am i trying to say?

hindi ko din alam. whenever i look at him right now, parang hindi ko alam if i still want to stay. its confusing and scary as hell.

your love is like a shadow at 10:46
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Those Days

Inner World


i dont feel like myself anymore.

im not okay Ü

No matter how many coins you throw in a fountain or how many stars you wish upon - if it’s not meant to happen; it won't happen.

i miss your smile but i miss mine even MORE.

So once again I’ll feel my heart break over something that was only in my head. But I don't forget. I meant every word I should have left unsaid.

People think that if you love somebody hard enough then everything is just going to work out. Well, people are wrong

Don’t threaten me with what you think I feel. If you could read my mind - you'd be in tears.

Don’t be fooled by her little smiles and fake laughs, because deep down she's still hurt

Dont Speak